life's short...make it sweet...

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Calling for donations of pencils, crayons, dolls, toys, writing pads, clothings, art materials...

hey hey yo...do you haf the above items? if you haf and are willing to donate, kindly lemme noe.the donated items would be going to the orphans of Shree M.D. Association., an orphanage in Chababil, Kathmandu (Nepal). There are 25 orphans of ages between 5 -11 years in the above orphanage. I would hand carry the donated items to them on 20 august 2005 and would be volunteering at the orphanage from mid september 2005 onwards. ya kind donations would go a long way to benefit the disadvantaged children, even a pencil would make their day! if u wanna make a difference, kindly drop me an email at tsquarel@gmail.com. thanks thanks in advance for ya BIG heart and kindness!!!

for more info on the volunteer stint in nepal..you can refer to the below link :

~ you can make a difference ~ *wink*

Saturday, July 30, 2005

this is lagi orbit...haahaaaa...


hahaaa..this is more orbit..no one was smiling when we took this class foto 12 yrs ago..sec 1..everyone was as blur..lagi orbit..haaaahaaa..

and friends are friends forever...


hahaa..found my sec 2 class foto..when our hair was cut straight across our foreheads..



and 11 years later..we met up, sat n ate together at yanfen's wedding on 25 june 2005..big reunion for 2F!!!mr chew was there too..can u spot who is who?..haahaaa..

the bus u'r waiting would always come last...

the other buses which u r not waiting would always come 2 times 3 times be4 the bus u r reallie waiting come!!!!i waited for the stoopid 33 for so long, 851 came once, 63 n 195 came twice, 16 came thrice, even the super low frequency 123 came too!!!but the stoopid 33 still crawling n no where in sight!!!when it finallie came, i boarded the bus w a black face, any passenger brushed against me, i would frown.hiak, v impatient me lahhh..tsk tsk...haf to learn to stay cool.

went ikea, ate my fav hotdog bun be4 starting to shop. aunty oso need energy to shop.haa. finallie found reasonably priced flatted bedsheet, too bad onli haf white colour. i wished for some super dark pink or supper bright yellow to make my life more colourful and oso no need to wash so often as my drool would be very well camouflouged!hahahahaa..bought a set of universal adaptors from a shop in queensway, $15.90 for 4 adaptors which can be used globally accordingly. dunnoe if it was overpriced but hack lahh. they better fit where they r supposed to fit!!!

tmlo i m not working.yay!!!but haf appointment w my orthodontist at 10.45am. scared. one of my teeth jus refused to move, dunnoe if tmlo he would use thicker wires n pull harder or not.v scared.it always gif me shivers when i haf to visit dr tan. plz be gentle though he v gentle liao but still pain lehhh. see lahhh. the price of ai swee. tsk tsk tsk...

i said i wanna watch born into brothels but i neber go buy the tix from the substation, tink no need to watch liao. miss a good movie.hiak hiak..

conversation w an ex-colleague, jessica over lunch on thur...

me : hey..i wanna cut my hair like urs leh (my ex-colleague has pretty short hair for a gal)
jessica : why wan to cut? ya lion head not nice meh?!?!
me : u oredi said lion head, how can it be nice?!?! if i lion head, how abt subra???
jessica : hers is bombastic style...
me : haha..i gonna tell her...

Thursday, July 28, 2005

i m getting old n forgetful....















these r only half of the shit...some files r in a box under my table..n besides green files...i haf pink files too..arrrggghhh...n shit colour for the words describing the shit...

some of my frenz who visited my new bloggy shared that the "........." are giving them a headache...hahhaa...thot dat was my unique style of writing...hahhaaa...oso becos i dun wanna write in complete sentences...lazy to check the punctuation n stuff...oredi so much recordings n reports to write in office...w proper english...i need a break...so dat's y...all the ................hahhaaa...but i promise to limit to 3 dots at any one time...so bear with me ya!!!...dun stop visiting my new bloggy...hahhaaa.....

tink i m getting old n forgetful...this morning while on the train to work...i told myself i must call up my travel agent to chk out the return tix for another 4 travellers todae...n to call my insurance agent for travel insurance too...then jus now while i returned home...i suddenly rem i did none of the above...aiyooo...this has been happening for the past few days...hope the same thing would not happen again tmlo...let's see...if i m reallie as forgetful as an old ah ma...

i told myself tmlo i would get a sunflower for my colleague...plz plz plz rem to wake up early in the morning to go to the market to get fresh flowers...dun forget...

brought 3 case files home todae...so heavy...my bag become so big n somemore inside got 3 oranges n 1 dragon fruit...bought from the fruit stall dowstairs my office...tink i m getting aunty...so unglam....i m beginning to bring my case files home...partly cos in the office i can't do much paperwork...so haf to bring home n do...else may not be able to clear all the shit...it oso gave me a false sense of security...like never finish nvm...go home then do...v much like last time...during studies...never ever read the notes but still zapped for security...tinking dat sleeping on the notes...the info would somehow sipped in...haahaaa.....i never change lahhh...one more thing abt bringing files home is dat i wun feel so guilty n panicky on my train ride home...cos of the unfinished work...sometimes tinking of the work can gimme cold sweat...heng so far no nightmares n panic attacks yet...but i disagree w mixing work n play...dat's definitely not me...but now bo bian...for this month i would haf to...arrgghhh...but if i haf a choice...i wun bring my work home...dat has been my motto since i started working...but until i came to this office...somehow there r exceptions...cos i haf accumulated so much shit...too much...hiak...is my own doing...see lahhh...

told my client's aunt dat i would be leaving for awhile...she was v appreciative of wat i had done for the boy so far...kept saying thank you...though was over the fone...but i appreciative her appreciativeness...somehow...sometimes...i can't bear to leave some of my clients...n some of my fav colleagues...guessed i m attached to them too...

anyone wanna watch...



The Academy Award winner for Best Documentary 2004, Born Into Brothels (Rating: NC-16, Crude Language), by Ross Kauffman and Zana Briski, will be screening at Singapore History Museum. A tribute to the resiliency of childhood and the restorative power of art, Born into Brothels is a portrait of several unforgettable children who live in the red light district of Calcutta, where their mothers work as prostitutes. Zana Briski, a New York-based photographer, gives each of the children a camera and teaches them to look at the world with new eyes.
Date of screening: 30 Jul 2005, Saturday
Time of screening: 3pm & 5pm
Venue : Singapore History Museum
Tickets are available at $10 from The Substation Box Office, open Mon-Fri 12 noon to 8.30 pm.

my colleague watched it and she told is good!!!.....i feel like watching.....tink is a good film not to be missed......

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

a flower for me...

left office at 10.40pm todae.....supposed to do some work.....but ended up talking with my indian colleague......we blasted the music n laughed so loud.....hahhaaa.........v therapeutic lahhhh.......hahhaaa.........the same colleague gave me a flower todae too......2nd flower from her.....so sweet......she told me to throw away the first flower cos oredi dried up n withered.......but i told no......n say i would make a card for her using the dried flower.......i must keep my word!!!........reallie appreciate her as my fantastic colleague........suBRA i love u!!!.....thanks for the support......muacks.....i hate to leave u in this office......

Monday, July 25, 2005

fridae nite fever....


was down w high fever on fridae nite...could not sleep....almost tore my bedsheets apart....my eyes were shut but i can feel my whole body burning......head spining.....i onli know is me against the fever.....n i was hoping the temperature would go down......usually my fever would subside if i sweat under blanket....but this time no........got up at 3.30am to sponge forehead n neck w cold towel.....took medication for flu thot can make me drowsy n knock me out......but no use.....morning went to GP....fever was 39.1 degrees.....n doctor heard some heart murmur....n she referred me to TTSH a&e.....cos she dunnoe if the heart murmur was due to high fever or some bacteria in blood which she warned can be fatal if undetected...she dun wanna take the risk.......i asked must i go down immediately.....she told must go immediately.....n she is not giving me medication......tink she noes if she issued me medication i would not go TTSH for follow-up.......arrgghhhh......but all i wanna is some medication so dat i can go home n get sedated n sleep......but to go TTSH i lagi sian.....hiak.....she issued me MC for the dae....yes....i needed the MC cos i m act working full dae dat sat......n she oso wrote me a referral letter to TTSH a&e......for 2 pieces of paper.....i haf to pay $14......i went home....drank a cup of anlene milk...lie down for a while......n drag myself outta house to TTSH.....i was dying liao.....took a cab to TTSH.....jam at CTE......sian.....n reached TTSH a&e at 10.30am......the start of the great wait to see doctor.....the nurse took my blood for blood test......did an ECG to chk my heart....n a chest X-ray......the nurse oso gave me 2 panadols for my fever.....i took.....n waited n waited.......so sleepy......i fell asleep while waiting n almost fell off the chair.......tink dat's the last place u wanna be in when u r ill.......finallie the MO called my name.....yeah......thot can be done w v soon.......he listened to my heart.....but he din hear any heart murmur lehhh.....listen again.....no murmur still......my GP's stethoscope must be faulty....but from the chest x-ray.....he detected some chest infection......he told may be due to the cough i haf.....he would gimme some antibiotics......then i haf to wait again for the blood test results.....so i waited again......i waited n slept again.....the doctor finallie called for my name again.....yay!!!.....but he saw me for awhile n disappeared....he put me on hold while he attended to other patients......tink other patients more life threatening than me.....i waited n waited n fell asleep at the MO's table......when he's finallie back...he told.."you slept!".....i laughed....n replied...."the medicine made me v drowsy"........he told dat though no heart murmur....he does not rule out dengue fever.....if my fever dun go down in 3 daes' time.....i haf to come back for follow-up....in case dengue fever.....cos dengue fever on the rise now....he oso asked me to keep a look out for any form of bleeding......which r symptoms of dengue fever......better dun be dengue fever.....i dun wanna stay in CDC!!!!......from the blood test results.....the platelets r still high.....but he told it would usually take 3 days be4 the platelets count would decrease if is dengue fever.......n he gave me 3 days MC from sat to mon......finallie i can go make payment.... .n take my medicine.....medical bill at a&e was $70 after gov subsidy...else the bill was $100 over without subsidy.....no wonder the medical social workers haf so much work to do......the MO prescribed me 60 panadol tablets.....piang.....enuff for a suicidal person to commit suicide 3 times n still haf leftovers.......some huge yellow antibiotics.....cough syrup which would knock me out almost immediately.....n some vitamin C tablets to build up my immune system......when i finalle got back home...is oredi 2pm......took some food n medication n i slept til 9.30pm.......wat a dae.......